You produced a plan, and you are trying to live your dream now. Just let it soak in that you got to do what you want, and you can feel that you are the one in control. Top dog feels good and your peace can grow now. Shouldn’t I feel scared that I will fail and everything will collapse? Everyone will call me a joke, and I can never try again? None of that is real but the way you feel and what you are doing feel real to you. Remember you are too big to feel put in some box, and you are just living your life. Will you end up made fun of? If you are doing things right, you will be. Remember the rule we cannot bash ourselves over anything. I do not care if you run out of bounds as time expires and lose the Super Bowl. No bashing because it is never worth it. The price is always too steep for someone like you to be able to pay it. Remember we are all equals even though we did not start in equal surroundings. We have that one life, and you better believe homeboy next to me has some of the deepest problems out there. You can crack a smile and laugh because it is ok. You can be yourself and come from a place of love and feel like you are the strongest person in the world. The teardowns will always come because we do not like things to stay the same. They will never stay the same which is another reason to put your best foot out. You can do the same subject again but still have a different, unique take on that. That is because of the insight that you have that you need to show us or I will leave. Please show me where the creativity begins and what we are missing in life right now. No, we can never have too much of what you are thinking because you will be bringing it to us. Why would I ask you to leave when I want to hear your input that might lead me to positive changes in my life. You make a reciprocal thing going around. What happens when you feel screwed over? You wake up and try not to let it happen again. What happens when you shine bright and make the world better for you being in it? There a million reasons to always quit something but in the back of your mind you know if it is worth it or not. Can your heart take the loss of not trying it or is it time for the effort to make an appearance? You already have everything, but you still feel scared. At some point you will have to rely on yourself and trust you will not let yourself down. Being there for yourself does not mean you will not fail. It means if you fail you will have the courage to try it again.
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