Please make sure to set yourself up nice and fancy. Make sure that you do not have to compare or think about what the other person has. Again, if we are playing that game, you are not first, so will it even matter? You can have all the amazing stuff that you want for yourself. You want to play bowling twenty-four hours a day you can do it. You want to seek a thrill find it and see if it really was that amazing. I know you have ides inside of your brain and now is the time for them to come out into reality so you can throw them out. There is something out there for everyone and that is one reason it exists. You will not end up left behind for anything or anyone, but you might have to look deep at that part of yourself. That could be the signal to you that this is my area, and it needs more of my attention. Just run to the things that stick out and console it. Forgive everything and plan to only be kind about it going further. YOU CANNOT CONTROL OTHERS so they will of course say things when they get their hands on it. That is fine because you can choose whichever direction you want to go from there. The ball is in your hands. Punishment creates trauma so only motivation if you want. We all know motivation is different than punishment. One can drive you and the other can break you. The balance is back and ready to make you take a side. If you are planning to take from anyone, just remember there is balance with that. We must have things restored and sometimes you will see that they do. The giving up and letting go is the hardest especially if we have been dealing with it for years. We want to grab hold of it until we are gone but we must throw it away to save ourselves. Are you brave enough to throw something away that you care about? Do not worry about where you feel headed because people that started after you on your journey are already at your destination. They are sitting in your seat with their coffees laughing about the day. That is not to make it mean but it is to inspire you and let you know you are on your own journey. Things will make and break you, but I hope you end up getting the understanding out of life you are looking for. The hope is always that we did our best, conquered everything that felt thrown at us, got to live and do everything we ever could want on our bucket list. The thrill is still in the air if you can recognize it. I lose it at times but for some reason it always keeps coming back. The part of it coming back is the part that gives me the impression. Even when something feels gone, is it gone?
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