Please make sure to do your best to navigate this jungle. The fear is ending up spread on thick, and I need to just destroy it because it is not my feeling. Stay honest with yourself and if anyone tries to project things on to you just wipe them off and move on. They were never yours to carry, so they will only keep you down. Why do I see you having fun? I want you to be feeling miserable and sad. Except for the fact that nobody is there controlling you. You have the no or yes power and need to remember that. If you feel worried about how someone else will feel about your decision, then you have already lost the game. If you tell me the sky is blue, there will still be people to that nonsense down. You could be taking care of others and still have others think down on you. It does not matter either way because what you do will be the thing that matters. I want to disrupt you and make sure your dreams never end up fulfilled. I want to take away from you and put everything into my basket and then move on. Do not worry because I will be the one copying you stealing from you and dreaming what you want. Sometimes we must push a bit and make sure things stay moving. Just remember your dark clouds that you make. You will only be able to take on so much before it has a negative effect on you. Why is it you think you should be able to create things without me? What makes you think you are strong enough to be able to handle it? Because the disruptions will not be the definitive answer. The things that will happen or will not happen will be decided by me and not something else. If I do not get what I want, then I know I will feel led to something even greater. But I must attack the people that are getting what they want because they look happy. I want to play Face/Off and be the happy one and they can take over my pounds of drama. I need to make sure that if I am not happy then nobody can be happy because this is the right attitude to have. None of this is accurate at all. You decide what you will tolerate and will be the one removing what bothers you. Do not punish us for our nature but understanding can be important. Analyzing what has happened and making changes for things to feel better in the future. The excitement is what will bring in everything. We might go through hardships but for a moment we can at least feel-good inside and know that we have won vs our demons. I cannot take that mole that is on your head and replicate it on my head. I cannot have the same dreams you do because I do not have the same feelings or concerns going on. If you want me to understand you all you must do is share.
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