All I want to do is see you smile and not face demons. It is easier said than done but we can always do it. Feel free tonight to go examine something that makes you feel curious. You should feel hopefully about things because learning can feel just like weightlifting. Both are important and both can build you up strong. You could look weak on the outside and withstand all sorts of things that would make others go crazy. You just need to investigate more of where you are situated in life. Go see what bothers you and drives your nuts. Go look for something that engages you or makes you feel good for a little bit. Remember that there can be people out there that would be happy with you succeeding. You deserve all the rewards the work went into for yourself. We want everything now I know but we do may not choose our timeline for receiving. We just need to feel open to it and feel like we deserve it. Where has this gotten me? Pretty far in trying to know more each day about the things I care about. I can see the frustration on your face, and I can sense the breaking out of an excitement long overdue. I can see if someone is ignoring you that you want to pay attention and I can sense when you need the space to just be yourself for a minute, so I will give you it. The ability to see certain things for what they are hurt like bricks but made things even better. Remember you need to lose the baggage so the real stuff can come to you. Why are you still with the zero when you need to be getting yourself a hero? If you can remove the things that are bothering, you right now or spend less time around them. You know that you will show up if it is worth your time so dump the stuff that is not. You will know if it is bad by this statement: Do you feel good about yourself and what you are showing the world when you are doing it? I mean on the inside because sometimes we do not let the inside person have the voice we should. Nobody is perfect and nobody ever will be. That is something you can take home. I want the best, love seeing the spark in everyone, hates seeing the anger flow through without an outlet. If you need to be praised, then you better whip out the mirror and get talking. The mirror will always be your friend and make you feel confident. Just think it is like the mirror in Snow White without the backtalk. A goal is to be happy and feel good about the choices I have made. Did this used to be the case? From time to time. Now I can sense and see the landscape out there. If you want to feel protected, learn your weakness. It is there to turn heads and make a scene.
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