I feel rejuvenated and fresh for another week in the world. Sunday is a funday, so we must enjoy it if we are able to. I do think that we can take the pain that we have and turn it into something amazing. What I hear a lot is people unhappy about their lives. I am too with certain things, but we need to try to figure out what those things that we do not like are and figure out the best way to change them into something we want. I want a more fulfilling career and one I feel rewarded with every day. When you want to be able to make a difference and know at the end of the day you did your best. I will not try to control anything, but I can enjoy life I know that. I do not need any status to be happy or to be sure of myself. What I can do and how can I make it work best for myself. I feel at peace with my choices and know that success is a process. I know that I have put the steps in place to have a solid foundation and make sure I am all set for my future. The thing is I never asked or wanted any job in my life. While, I am sure a lot of people feel like that. Now I do not want to work for anyone, but I do want to make an impact in others lives. I do not feel relaxed or at home when I am playing by someone else’s rules. When I can do my own thing my own way that is when I know I am at my best. Bringing and having joy to me are important in my life. Having fun and having the freedom to enjoy being myself has been priceless. Do I wish for more money? Maybe. More responsibilities? Never. I know what I am capable of and what I can carry. I am choosing enjoyment over working towards death. The important thing is really think if you can focus on what you love and bring that into the world you will be successful. People know when you enjoy something because they can see it on your face. They then want to feel that enjoyment as well. Everyone always wants to share in the good feelings and times whether you are aware of this or not. I do not wish anyone that has hurt me harm because I forgive them for hurting me. I forgive them for any pain that I have felt and am now moving on. It is time to heal and focus on what is important. You can feel broken and then build yourself up again. People are strong and can be incredibly determined. I know for me patience will be one of my friends and something that is annoying. The things I wish to change I am in the process of trying to change them for the better. I hope anyone that does not like something that is going on is working on ways to change. It can be difficult, but it is important to continue to follow your heart.