An important thing now is to heal. Heal away any wounds or feelings of wounds that come my way. Turning a mess into something that looks like it never existed or had any impact. We give power to many things, so we have the power to take them away from them. Sorry Mr. Soda I will not be enjoying your company any more or I will choose to eat healthier, so I can last longer. Healing takes time and can hurt badly. Exposing yourself to your fears brings an intensity that can feel like you are an athlete in the Olympics. You stare down what let you down and feel what led you to this point. Remember as humans we have the bonus of being able to relive the experience again just as if it were the first time it happened. Talk about why we do not want to go through this process and feel better. The work, fear, energy all involved in making this disappear is making my stomach queasy right now. Then we can remember we have the power and we make the rules for what we allow and will not allow. It is up to us to save ourselves or feel controlled by the things that surround us. You have your choice and I do as well. I am staying safe and keeping the peace. It will feel like a tornado out there and I feel tired of dealing with tornados now. Another day could bring a change in me, but for now it is safe to stay free of it. This wound keeps feeling deeper like I will never get to the end of it. What could be causing this? We need to keep searching until we can feel that we understand what is going on. Then when we understand we can fix it if there is any issue and move forward. We never give up because there can always be a reason to move forward with things. We know things change, people’s views change, situations evolve. We may not know exactly what will happen, but it will not be the same after a bit of time. Keep trying and keep changing approaches if things are not working because the breakthrough is out there for everyone. This is supposed to be a playground where you can create the possible from the impossible. You have that window to show up and create what you want. If something is bugging you, it could be that things are off. If you are feeling complete, it could be that you feel genuinely loved at this moment of time. You and your body can read the room and yes to me you are reading it correctly. Take the information you know and the love that you have for things and make yourself into the success you dreamed about. Remember it is on you if you do not want to involve yourself in the drama that surrounds you and be able to escape it. If we choose the drama, then we are on the hook for escaping it. That is the risk of the decisions we make.
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