Please do not try and be the one to sabotage things in your life. Sometimes we think we do not deserve good things, and we will sabotage and ruin something that could be good for us. It is tough because once something is gone, you can never get it back. We feel accustomed to a certain style and if it is negative we might end up choosing things that are bad for us. Getting better each day mean is understanding that you are trying to become a healthier person. The harmful habits you once engaged in are leaving your life, making way for better things. I have had good memories, and it is always the best to look back on them and be happy. Never think that you do not have what it takes because you do. The ego within us must be broken, and I have felt this strongly in recent days. The accountability of making mistakes, the acceptance of other viewpoints and understanding you can be wrong with your actions and your words at times. The truth can hurt and hurt us at times, but we must accept it. At the end of the day, we will know the truth as it comes out and then we must go from there. There is no point in hiding, manipulating, building agendas, but we will still do it. It is what we know best, and some people do not even realize they are doing it. My agenda is bringing the peace out by bringing the truth out. I always wanted peace, as public spaces make me feel overwhelmed and noisy. The bottom of the barrel is where we go when we have nowhere else to go. We can try to take down others to make ourselves look big, but the truth will break the myth and agenda from staying true. You do not bring people down, because you feel low with where you are. That appears to be a vulnerability that should be addressed. You figure out and understand what you DO HAVE and use it to your advantage. Please do not tell me you do not have anything. The people saying they do not have anything do not want to do the work in finding their success story. They want to sit in the mud and complain that it is not where they want to be. You must get off your butt and motivate yourself into changing. I get that doing the work sucks and I just want to wish for it and then get things. One day you can have a life like that, but if it is not happening now then you will have to figure something out. We need more people to help create solutions, so that people do not feel lost. Nobody needs to feel lost, and nobody must be feeling bad about themselves. Circumstances change and life changes. If you want something different then you will have to figure out the way for you to get it.