Where do we Go?

Mooman says let us have a pizza party and have fun! What is the best way to have fun and let loose? By doing whatever the fuck you want to do. I want to be kayaking and swimming in a lake. Looking at the stars of a full moon and enjoying life around me. What if you could have everything you ever dreamed of? I wish for one moment we would look around and be grateful of the things we have. I have always been able to do the things I need to do, but did I appreciate it? When I was a child, the answer was hell no! When I was a teenager, the answer was no but give me more stuff. Now that I am adult and can be in that powerful reflective state of mind I can say the whole picture. Where I came from, to who I am today. The first thing on the grateful list would be that I woke up today and that I am smiling because I want too! What is it about life that can make us so happy, and other times make us feel sadness? I guess it would just have to be the flow of life. To be able to excel and experience the greatest highs, sometimes you may have to suffer the biggest lows. Where is it that you want to be right now? Is it the mountains where you can put your strength to the test? Is it having a picnic in a park with some wine? Where do you want to be and who do you want to be? For example, I have always wanted to go to Hollywood and see if I can meet a star or as I saw on TV shows make your way into a TV sitcom like that. Always remember that to me at least the best things in life make life living. What is your favorite memory to have or to make? Do you want to relive a Family BBQ? Maybe, you want to go to the football game? Do you want to go back to the memory of the first time you told your significant other you loved them? I want to be able to say that I am successful for living life the way I want to live it. I want to say that for me at least life got easier the older I became. As a child and teenager, I did not know any better but to play the social/misfit game. The game where you try to fit in with what is cool and stay away from what sucks. I learned that game is a complete waste of time and to always do what makes you happy. If someone goes “that sucks” then go “you do not have to do it, but I am enjoying myself.” Have you ever wanted to drive a motorcycle or go skydiving? I can feel my heart jumping already. Life has something to offer everybody, and you can always look for something good. When life is beating you down or you feel you will never be happy again, that is when you must be the strongest. I always try to remember that nothing can hurt you emotionally, except yourself. #brickwall