This Rain Makes Me Sleepy

Some days we do not feel good or want to get other bed. Other days we are on top of the mountain and feel things could not get any better. What is the difference between the two days? The focus of our mind. When we are having bad days, we tend to only think of all the negative things or things going wrong in our lives at that moment. We do not remember any of the good things about ourselves. We do not think about our ability to be smart, creative, focused on making a difference. The only thing we think about is the bad. When things are good, we think about the good things and how it feels to get what we wanted. We got what we wanted so we feel even more confident. Noone can copy you and take what is yours without our permission. Noone can steal your personality and uniqueness away from you. The best they can do is try to copy you, but it will never be the same as being you. That is why each of us is special and different. There is no copy of any of us. What do you desire for yourself? Where is your life heading? If your life is going off track, then you simply need to focus on putting it back on track. If things are going well, what are you doing that is working for you? These answers will be the important things to think about. What does making a difference meant to you? The answer to all these questions can be different for each one of us. If you think you have done terrible things, try to balance it out by doing good then. There can be a balance in life so when you are leaning to the good or bad side just do the opposite and balance yourself back out. It does not need to be any more complicated than that. Seeing the big picture in things has made me realize that having anxiety over what was going to happen was pointless. Think about what you desire and then truly try to make it happen. I at least know that I did my best, tried to make a difference, and kept doing something I loved doing. It is scary to put yourself out there, but it is also rewarding in life. If it is not your time to shine right now, then it can be the next time and it you could shine even brighter. The world is scary, and we are small, but we also hold power we never knew we had. I wish I could tell people getting bullied that you can always still make it out on top and that is something for which you can strive. Having things going bad now does not mean there are not good things happening. Life changes very quickly and then doors can immediately open for yourself. Do you have the hope for yourself? Will you have the drive for yourself? Do you have the desire to do what is best for yourself?