What are you excited about right now and why? What do you want to experience or buy next? We can never run out of things that we want or things that make us happy. I like the fact that can be exciting to hear about what another person enjoys or what makes them happy. It is good being able to connect with others and healthy. One of the things our bodies need the most is socializing. We need to be able to share thoughts, ideas and be a support system for each other. It is good when these relationships help everyone, and we can be happy and healthy. We are social creatures, and it can be weird or unusual when someone likes spending time alone. I like others but I am someone that always enjoyed being alone because being around all the diverse kinds of people seemed to drain my batteries. It is good to have a healthy balance and nice when you can connect with someone. I wish that we would be able to be open with each other and be able to accept each other. I know it can be a tough time when you are going something, and you just want to be alone and think about solving your issues. Some people pretend they have no issues to avoid the real things and that usually comes back to bite you in the butt. You want to be able to share things, but you do not want to be the one to scare others away. The best trick I have found is to just not care and the people that are meant to be around you would let you know in an effective way that you are ok. Do we all tell the people that mean a lot to us that they matter? Are we making sure to never forget the insignificant things and never forget that everyone matters? The issues seem to be when we let our egos get in the way and I am someone like that. Seeing my triggers repeated to things and finally noticing them are making me change my behaviour, which is a wonderful thing. Letting anger take control of you is letting your emotions take control of you. That can be a slippery slope, and it is better to avoid that happening. When you are self-aware to these things you can change your behaviour in a positive way for yourself. Make sure to remind yourself you are doing the best you can and take control of the things you can. Shift blame and resentment to acceptance and solving the issue. Let go of the fact that things happen and move on to adapting when they do happen. If you have acted badly in a moment, make sure to not beat yourself over it. Beating yourself over it after the event happens does not take it back. Come to terms with what has happened and make the plan to move on. It will never be too late to become the person you want to be. You have more in control and never lose hope.