Its time to get motivated and take over. I know that I am better than the Mooman I was yesterday. What is different about me? The knowledge we gain from life experience make all the difference. We continually grow the more that we learn about ourselves and the way we see life. I had a walk and was reading a book today. When I was reading it was a sunny day and life gave me a perfect moment. I strive to be out in the sun whenever I can be, because the weather can have a massive impact on us. I do not enjoy the months of grey skies that I get from the winter until the spring. It can look very depressing with the trees missing all their leaves. The ground feeling hard against my feet, and slippery. The only thing I enjoy about that time is the holiday lights mixed in with the snow and ice. It makes for a cool environment! I am learning that being patient with yourself, gaining understanding of yourself, can make our world brighter. People will try to destroy this spirit, try to turn a sunny day into a dark cloud, but I will not let them. Noone controls the way you feel and see the world. That is special to you and understanding yourself and making your life better are extremely important. Being worried or scared of a tomorrow that may never come does no good. I wanted to plan my life out, all of my details, but that does not work. Now as I have gained experience, I ask myself how I can make my day better. What can I do to help me and the people around me have a better day? It will never be my job to fix anyone else’s problems, and I am not responsible for that. I would like to be someone that does not add to others’ problems, but I do not control how others view or think of me. There are enough problems in the world without having to be the cause of another one. We never need to escape our past or dread thinking about what has happened to us. Through my experiences, I have learned that we need to take time process, but we need to take time to move forward. Where do I want to be in 10 years? I would like to have a smile on my face thinking about my life and being grateful for the parts that I enjoy. I will always be worthy of experiencing joy, even when we must get sadness in our lives. The thing I need to do right now is PRESENT with myself. Remembering to enjoy the journey before it passes is so important. I would like to focus on the things I love and the things I would like to change about myself. Understanding my strengths and the way I carry myself can make a significant difference. Just as important, understanding and taking it easy on myself for the mistakes I make and will continue to make. Nobody is perfect, but everyone has worth!