Remember that people will judge you under a microscope, but it does not mean anything. They will certainly underestimate you and that is a terrible thing for them. You have been through battle after battle, and you are tired. I do not want to fight anymore and all I want is peace for myself. You can hear the yelling and feel the frustration, but everything will end up being ok. Everyone goes through different things and most importantly, can experience an event differently. You could have someone try to bully you and have someone see it and they do nothing because they like the bully. They let it go and say nothing happened and you feel left alone. Or they could back you up with a bully and they help save you from an unnecessary attack. A variety of different things can happen and each of us will give a different result. There is so much grey area in the world and that is where it becomes difficult. You may not really know what you are going to get. You could go into a court case thinking you won and come out on the other end losing. I think that people can be the ultimate wildcard because each of us can see things differently. It is both an amazing thing and something that can get us into trouble. I feel like when you must decide in life making the tough decision is the one I would make. Do we usually make the tough decision? That is up for another debate. People will always make the choices they want to make. Acceptance is an important thing and to accept feels good. When was the last time you felt relaxed and had a good laugh? Everybody deserves that, and I know lately I have been missing that. It is important to experience the good things and things we enjoy the most. Life is there in trial and error for you to find what is right. You need to be experimenting and seeing what is bringing out the things you love. Build yourself an armor suit exterior to be able to deal with the physical and mental pain that is coming at you. Then make sure that on the inside you are fun-loving and looking for the peaceful moments to finally find you. Some people get uncomfortable with quiet, but I say bring the quiet on! There are enough loud moments in the day to be able to enjoy the quiet ones if you are looking to. If someone wanted to cause you pain, what would you tell them? Would you say everything is going to be ok or would you help them learn to fight their battles? The world can be both tougher and simpler than we think at times. It is up to each of us to interpret what we find and make the best for ourselves. If we are lucky, we get great people around us, and a peaceful moment to have.
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