Not up for the Challenge

Who is the person you wish to be? Who is a person you look up to or copy some things from? We all have taken and copied things from others while also making them our own. Being able to think about creative ways is harder each day. There is always someone that has done something or that is how it seems. I feel you must have a passion for something or be the best at it to be able to have the dedication it takes to be at the top. You must always be on and can almost never make mistakes. The best role models are the ones that teach you something in life, something about yourself and make you feel like you could be a better person. I have had teachers I thought were role models, parents, athletes, etc. What made them important was the connection and relation I could make from their lives and what they were doing to my life and what I could be doing. I always would choose someone that I liked because why would you hate someone and want to be like them? I have gained values from them, manners, confidence, and beliefs I can succeed when it may seem like I would not. Dedication and motivation to make things happen can be challenging. It feels to me a lot like exercising, running, anything where you must practice, practice, practice if you want to get better. Why is it there can be people out there who think they are better than another when we are supposed to be equals? Because some people will never believe that we are all equal. We need to start looking up at things and not be looking down. There is so many good things in the world, which is good for us. I have seen people do crazy things and I am sure I will see more. I hope to be able to do some more crazy things as well. What happens when we feel we cannot be ourselves in a situation. Usually rather than saying something negative I will just refuse to engage and go on my business. Remember if something is not working in your life not to force it because it is not supposed to work right now or at all. The uncertainty of life can keep things exciting and can keep us out of our routines. Right now, I am missing the sun and water in this frozen tundra. I would like the sun to come out and share some of its glow with us. Soon enough winter will be over, and we can move to the next challenge. It can scare me at times but now I am comfortable that I can be different than others. You can always rely on yourself just make sure not to overload yourself. I am going through that right now and needing to take things away. I am working on staying balanced and am ready for the next challenge. What will you focus on next?