Stay on top of yourself right now and show up for yourself. When we go through conflicts are emotions can become chaotic at best. I like to think what is going to happen next. I want that feeling of being uncomfortable, unprepared and wanting to be anywhere else than where I am right now. It is easy for me to understand this and I have been there with you. Others may tell you they do not know what you are going through, but some will, and I do. Is the only choice for you an uncomfortable one? Then you have no choice and nowhere to hide from the world. We see you and are looking right at you, but everything is ok. Do what is uncomfortable and think about what is the worst thing that can happen to you? Do you think people will replay your moments for the next year on repeat? No and chances are they are doing the same stuff as you and maybe people were laughing at them. We get scared and maybe they are passing it on to you, so they feel better. The answer will always lie with you and how much you can handle. When I was a teenager and wanted to fit in my level of tolerance for doing the uncomfortable was never going to happen. Now it will happen and whatever happens move on with your day. It sucks when you get laughed at by everyone, but it is time to let it go. The other side is you do the uncomfortable thing well, and not one person is laughing at you. Why are you freaking out about what others think? We can risk losing something that that we may possibly really wanted. You give in to the pressure and do not what is right for you but what is right for them. It can feel good at first but then slowly over time you realize what you have sacrificed to make the people around you happy. The issue is after it this is even over nobody may be happy and it was all for nothing. I have seen people be brave and go and do what is the uncomfortable thing. However, I like to see if people get scared and hide. The choice is up to you, but do you want the most out of your life? Then you will have to have an answer when your uncomfortable moment comes to the surface. Some people thrive with it, and it can get your adrenaline pumping. For me, it can make me anxious but remember mind over matter. You must continue to go on if you want to make it. You are in a battle with yourself to be your best self. No matter what one moment will define you over time, no matter what you think. I see people trying to control or manipulate others. We all can do that to a certain extent, but we probably should not be doing it. Just remember life can be a slippery slope and what is acceptable to you may not be acceptable to me. In the end the cards will end up on the table and we see what about people is. Can you ever really hide from the world?