Let the Sunshine Come Out

The day and weather gave hope to me today. It was a nice sunny day finally winter is dying, and I am happy for that. The weather seems to give me hope for today and the future that the best has not even happened yet. It feels like anything is possible and if you want or enjoy something bad enough get it. Understanding that everything in your life may not make sense for you right away. It takes time for things to come and go and now is an enjoyable time to enjoy where I am. I am ready for new things to come into my life, and I am trying to get rid of the terrible things. I feel much better about things now. It feels like I am doing things the right way. Before I was so worried about what people thought or wanted and what would happen when I disappointed them. Now I know I am not disappointing anyone because I am doing what makes sense for me. Do what makes sense for yourself. I know that I am strong and can shield myself like armor from the dreadful things that can come up. I am thinking clearly and, in a mode, to destroy anything in my way. It has been an enjoyable time to rest and build up energy to decide what is coming next. The hardest parts for myself have always been thinking what to do next. What seems like the right idea and would fit nicely? Remember its about bringing in what would work and be an addition to your life. It is a fun time to experiment with different things until I can settle on something. Some people will pick up playing an instrument or joining a team. I think that learning about myself is what will lead me to the right path now. I know I can trust my decision-making and that is something I was not able to do in the past. Having buyers’ remorse and always thinking about what I was turning down and not understanding it was the right decision for me. Everything has led me to this point in my life and I know what I need to do. I need to follow what makes sense even if everyone else on the planet thinks I am crazy. Follow what would make me happy and what I desire is most important. I know that providing love is important, being there for everyone is important, and now I can give myself that rock-like foundation in my life. It is time to enjoy the good things that can happen and be prepared for the rain just in case. Life happens to you whether you sit inside all day or make hundreds of deals daily. It will come knocking whenever it wants to and not when you want it to. Patience and knowledge have been two things in my life that have been important. I know that new things will come up and I am excited and ready for when they do.