Life can be a tough pill to swallow but we need to hang on. Things will be up again, and they will be down again we do know that. Let us take what we know and leave the rest as a mystery. The things that set you apart will work in your favor and will take you to places you never dreamed of. How can I be sure of this? I know that things have a way of working in ways you never would have expected and that is what I would stick to. Sometimes we are not in the right environments or places and people will let you know. It may not be you or them, but just a thing of not being in the right place. Haven’t you gone to a bar and then gone this is not the place for me? It reminds me of that, and you will always know from interactions with others how things are going. The thing is we do not know what we are getting, but it could be something special. That is something that sticks with me. I feel I have had to endure judgements just like everyone else by people my entire life. At one point when I was younger it wanted to have to put on an act just to be able to get someone to act politely. There are people that care about you and love you the way you are. They can exist when you need them the most and should bring you peace. Some things that we see or understand can never end up taken back. Sometimes we are not prepared for the information that we are about to receive, and it can be too much to manage. It is more to me the surprises that come up that have rocked my world more than anything. I am meant to see my truth, because I am starting to understand why I had to see and go through certain things before. Understanding what is real and what was fake the entire time. The bitterness of defeat but the understanding of truth. Which one wins that battle? The thing that helps separate and keep me sane is I know that no amount of pain is worth continuing the cycle and hurting yourself. Just because I end up going through tough times or dealing with obstacles now does not make me want to pass that on to someone else. Some things become our burden, and somethings do not belong with us. If things turned sour, I would still know my truth and to me that is something that is important. Something that I can depend on to make my day brighter. When we think about what we gain it can always be more than we lost. Never shortchange your wins, because then that is what you are doing to yourself. The words we say to ourselves and about ourselves are always important because of that computer brain we have. We can always change what we are doing, but we should embrace the things that keep us special.