The craziness of feeling creative is that anything is possible. There are millions of ways to be creative and different things we can be doing. Find that interest that gets your heart pumping and get to work. Try to realize this as early as possible if you want to make sure you are doing something you love. That is something that can be missing but can always end up found or patched up again. Things that make you excited lead to your happiness and your happiness can lead to all the money, etc. that you want in your life. We all realize different truths for us at different ages, but they can all hit home with us. I have had some things happen to me that completely changed my ways of thinking and how I would approach a situation the next time. I have times when I thought I was doing well and got in trouble and other times I thought I was going to get in trouble but ended up getting by. Certain people want more excitement and constant excitement in their lives. I want my own version of excitement because I feel like at times things have felt like when I am watching an action movie. The battles you have gone through are important. The people that made you feel supported when you were going through them are important. The people that want you to succeed and understand you are doing your best are important. The haters have the importance of motivating you. You want to make sure you have enough support and enough motivation to be able to get things done. Having haters is a good thing because it means you have talent, and we do not hide talent. Remember we shower the world with our gifts, and we grab the cash along the way. You can make the world a better place and give yourself a better place at the same time. This is something I am striving for because I find it meaningful and doing this makes sense to me. Unlocking my heart cannot open due to previous pain and the fortress must remain solid. In case others decide to use their weapons of betrayal and deceit against me I must be able to stay strong. I must be able to be understanding, but not soft. People tell me that I do not have confidence to them and I would say that maybe that is one of my battles in life, maybe I do not need to shove my ego down others, maybe my actions will be the true telling of who I am. If you do not want to respond to others hating, you do not have to. You do not need to tolerate or be uncomfortable in the story that is your life. Remember you have certain strengths and that is the time to play them. You have certain abilities and qualities for a reason, so please take note. Being different might be what makes you most successful. Staying in a box will not make you smile and laugh at your life.