It can be tough to feel comfortable in your own skin and I understand that. Things are going well, but sometimes something just does not feel right or comfortable. I guess we have left the comfortable behind if we want to get anywhere. We can grow attached to things that are not good for us, not knowing that they are bad for us. We eventually realize that they become bad for us, and we either stick with the bad because we may think we deserve that or get out and must get a fresh start on life. Nobody wants to do fresh starts again because it can mean going through the emotions and experiences you have already put yourself through and to do it again seems overwhelming. Take a deep breath, calm down and regain your composure. We must tell ourselves that the next time will end up being the right time for us. We can forget how much power or control we may have over something. We may not have full control, but we do have control over what we need to do. You can be one of the manipulators trying to plot your next outcome and trying to control how things will go, but it may not work. We like to influence the things we want and sometimes we can do too much, and it ends up hurting us. Remember that people are not toys to feel played around with and deserve to live their life the way they want. Just because you are mad or hurt or feel you deserve something bad enough does not give you a pass or right to go around hurting others. The best things you can do sometimes is pound on the door for yourself, so that you will have to feel heard. When you show up calmly determined to take on anything it can shock other people or make them jealous. Jealous of the fact that you may accomplish what you have set out to. They can accomplish their goals, but we can feel stuck from time to time or not know the next way to go. I am grateful that I can understand myself more now and try to understand the best decisions I can make and continue to make them. We can feel ashamed when things backfire or do not go our way, but acceptance is always the best way. We can get into battles, arguments, heated exchanges with others, but is it worth it? Where should your time really be at right now? I now longer feel the urge from some of the things and activities that got me excited when I am younger. Does this make me a bad person? It means I am growing, changing, learning and continue to try to do better each day. Things may feel difficult, and we all have difficulties, but my mindset will not end up destroyed. Not breaking will be all the satisfaction and strength I need to continue. We all have many superpowers, so start using them!