How do we feel on the good days that we have? Like nothing could ever get better than this second right now. I want this time to last to forever, so I can remember this feeling. When the good feelings go, they become memories. I want to know how we can keep the good times lasting forever. It is impossible, because of factors that we do not get to control. The only way to keep the good times coming is to know that it is always possible for them to come back again. When I was a kid, everything felt so new, refreshing, and now when you get older it feels sometimes that I am always running around and not able to spend enough time on myself and doing what I want. I want to get to know myself and how I can get those good feelings to come back. Your memories go back to the holiday parties, Family BBQ’s, time with family and friends. Now, life is a balance of good and bad but surviving the bad can make the good even better. When I think about the terrible things and tough times I have had to go through and where I have ended up now is surprisingly good. When we think that we have moved backwards in our lives compared to our mental reality, what do we do? We usually lash out and use the anger we have at ourselves on innocent people we run into throughout our day. It is a tough pill to swallow. The person that is feeling bad about their life is just releasing the pain they feel. The pain is going to the wrong person, but that pain is real. Noone should have to feel ashamed about where they are in their life if they are doing the best they can. Now how do we get rid of this pain in a healthy way and start to feel better about ourselves? We need to accept the feelings we have about where our life is at this current moment. Accept the choices we made to get to this moment. Do not judge or criticize, but instead reflect and accept that it did happen. This is a tough step, but you can get to build yourself. One of the things I wanted to do was being able to help others in my own way. I know I can be creative at writing, so I wanted to show other people that no one must be scared. There are good people in this world and there are bad people in this world. Which one do you want to be? What determines a good person, and a bad person is different for each of us. When we find the comfortable balance of this for ourselves than I would think we can maximize our power. I would never try to bring another person down BECAUSE I DO NOT WANT TOO! What I want will be different than anyone else. I have seen anger in this world and that is not for me. I want to have a fun time doing what I want to do.