Are you getting things done and putting yourself in positions to succeed? Are you learning and growing enough to satisfy that brain inside you? Are you making sure to take the time to be there for the things that are important? Time is valuable and we need to be focusing it where it is necessary. When we waste time, we are using that something that we never get back. We need to make sure we are using it on the things that are valuable for us. The beast inside of us lays dormant until something makes me triggered and it feels pushed out of its cage. You know when you are doing something wrong and you know when you are doing something right. The wrong feels so good, so we must do it or continue to do it. That is the devilish side in us trying to tempt us. Will we fall for our temptations? Some temptations can be good, or they can bring us back down to the mighty gutter. Again, I am not going to the gutter no matter how much it wants me to come. I will be trying to stay out of it and doing my best to try to make things right. Remember I do not wish control over any of this and am giving it all up. Releasing everything and seeing what comes out of it. Releasing the dark clouds that want to make my Wednesday special. Releasing the worry of why this is not happening and why is that not happening because it means I am still doing well without it. Releasing the skeletons that want to stay in my closet and spark worry for myself. Dropping the dead weight that is just trying again to take me down to the gutter. I will not end up brought down, and I will not be spending any time there. There is one thing that cannot feel controlled and that is what I want. It is not going to come when I want it, but it is there. You can see and make out everything. The details are popping out like I can see it right in front of me. It is making me feel alive and excited and it has not even shown its face. There are no pedestals where I am wanting to go and no judgements to put me in a mental prison. Freedom is here and it is well worth the wait. The work is there and there are no worries about that. There is only a knowing of security that is not coming from anyone or anything, except yourself. Not even money can provide this kind of warmth because this is true love. This is the love that you know was always there inside of you and this is the love that you know you deserve. Noone is ruining this and nobody is playing the roadblock games because it is here forever. You can make fun or be jealous of it all you want, but it has the taste that success has already ended up delivered.
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