I Want to Be King

I hope things are going well for everyone right now. It can be tough, but there are always people out there that will care. I need to be telling myself this, but it is true. There are people out there that care about you and wish good things for you. We know about how we can be successful, but when we appear more successful than the person next to us insecurity and ego come calling. That is when things truly can change, and it becomes tough. We want to be doing better than the people around us, so they can look up to us and feel inspired by us. It makes us feel like kings and queens when we get this feeling and it is just human nature. I know I feel the tingling in my body when I see this exact moment going down. It is all in your head though and none of this stuff is real no matter what anyone says. Making the most money does not necessarily equal being the best human in the world. Remember these criteria will be different depending on who you are asking. Most people will say they want infinite money for security. I understand the need for financial security. I am not into selling my soul for cash, but I understand that money and security are important in any time. People may look at power and that determines the most important human, but again none of this is accurate or exists. It does however exist in our brains and can feel replayed to us on a consistent basis if we do not watch out. No matter what there will be difference of opinion so the same person will not end up at the top. It is about us feeling that we are royalty, but then that is just a mental problem we need to solve. We just must praise ourselves when you want to compare and be the best. Doing this is a waste of time and energy that is meant for your own growth. We become fixated and feel connected to everyone these days through the internet that you can see more peoples lives. The jealousy starts to come out and then the thoughts can become like poison. The only way to stop this is by changing our actions and becoming more self-assured. Codependency is not ok, but having a healthy balance is. Sometimes we can blend into each others lives or spend so much time together we think we are the same person, but we are not. We all have our identity and that is something I love. We all have our different imprints on this world that nobody can ignore because it is real. Embracing that we can have a fresh start at life whenever we want (you can). We always want more than the next person gets (look at professional athletes). One person signs a contract and the next day their rival could sign the contract for $1 more, in spite. Would that person really be most valuable to you?