Has it been a good week so far? Hopefully, it has, and it will be getting better. If not, it is ok and sometimes we are due for a change. Sometimes it is good to have a change of scenery, change of mindset, change of the routine to pick yourself up again. There is nothing stopping you from changing what you are doing and nothing wrong with it at all. Each of us changes daily. The changes can be excessively big or small, but they are always there. Remember time can be the best medicine for yourself if you feel down. I know we only are here for a certain amount of time, but time lets you reflect on things, understand what happened, and create a better version of you. Sometimes things can become a bit too much. For those that say they cannot have vacations, then it is the moments you are able to get away and be free that need to become most important. We can think, think, think, all day and it is good to turn the brain off and let loose and have fun. I encourage to please do this when you can. You can always change where your home is, its just that changing the people is never easy to do. It is weird when people advise me to avoid so and so person, but I can become friendly with that person. Then I end up wondering and avoiding the person that told me not to talk to someone. I have had times where people have been like a sign that has read: I will not hurt you; I will not hurt you, and then that is the only thing to do. Now I am laughing about it because it was so long ago but then it felt different. Time can again heal everything. It is a magical medicine, and we should never underestimate its power. We can think of time as an enemy when you say we are always running out of time. That is true that we always are running out of time, but time is our friend when it can erase the hurt that we feel. Even if the pain never goes away time can diminish it. I never realized that until typing this, but I will have to accept that time is both my friend and my enemy. This is one way we can be constantly learning and growing. Our brains feel like Google to me, but I would not trade them for anything. The ability to be able to think rapidly about so many things is a gift. I would say there are gifts out there in the world, but you just must be aware and look for them. Why is it when you say no to something, sometimes people will push you harder? We know that just makes the person desperate, but they can get us to change our minds. Manipulation at its finest, but that is better for another time.