The path to the top is clearing and I can understand something clearly at last. For me, it was removing all the obstacles that can distract and get in my way as I try to complete my goals. Removing them was not easy and took time, but it was important and necessary to do. I am glad to be here, be prepared, be ready for the next step. Enjoying your hard work and seeing it pay off is important and never diminish your accomplishments. You have something to be proud of so you should show it in your own way. The people that you gravitate towards will hopefully be loving and supportive for you. Remember that usually when someone tells you they know it all, they do not know jack or may not know how to understand with what you are going through. If your voice is not feeling heard then you must find a way for people to hear it. What does that mean? Find your way to share your voice and at least be able to give people a chance to hear what you have to say. When things do not go your way do not pout, because you are doing everything right. I have seen things collapse in front of my eyes after years and thought it was the worst thing. It always set me up to be in a better place. I have had to start over it feels like ten times, but it always ends up leading to improved things along the way. Am I mad I had to start over? I was confused, but not mad when this stuff kept happening. You know when one thing can come up and then another and then another and then you look and you realize that did just happen. Now when I get mad, just discharge it and move on. The list of things we need to do may feel long, but it might not be long for things to happen. Being able to see your talents is a gift and showing them and being proud of them is an even better gift. The spirit is what is important to me and what carries you. You will know when you are dealing with someone that is not for you and then sitting next to them could be the person for you. I would think if you were able to understand yourself and be able to analyze life’s situations you can do very well for yourself. My goal was never to work for a living, and I always wanted the opposite. Working for someone else does not seem like the right thing and taking orders feels like a daily headache. When we realize what we want and know that we will pursue it for ourselves then we know we feel supported. You came from the top and had to go to the bottom only to rise even higher. You felt that you started off getting no breaks, until that day. The days will get better, things feel tougher, but you can always rise to the top.