I do not want any demons coming at me ever. I do not want or embrace any of that harmful stuff and will gladly leave when it shows up. Everybody wants someone to show up like Superman and feel supported. It increases confidence. I see the frustration on others faces and even at times my own. I see the look and want to know what do you want out of life that you may not be getting? What is it you have dreamed of that is not coming to reality? What kind of issue are you wishing to have and are starting to run out of patience on? So many things to think about and we still get mad. The thing we want to happen just is not happening. That is, it. It is that what we want at the top of our Christmas List, we are not ending up getting. That will make anyone mad, especially if you see someone else getting what they want the most. Remember though, the comparisons must stop. Our goals and we want to need to be the focus. It is funny that some people think their job is the best thing about their lives and others would trade their jobs away for anything else. When you learn about the things that matter and disregard the things that do not you get a sense of peace. The temptations that can come up and derail our lives can also be intense. Things come up or we get into situations and before we know it, we are in deep under our heads in water. It feels like the world is closing in fast and we have one chance and one move to make. Avoiding the temptations in the future will reduce the chances of this happening again but remember do not let history repeat itself. Talk about not learning a lesson right there. Remember if you think a pattern is happening in your life you can test it. You can always try things out and some things will work and others you will quickly find out will not work. For me, I used to overshare things when I first met people. I would do too much too early to establish the connection, and it would give off that overwhelming feeling and we do not want that. Now I try to gauge the conversation/person and that can tell me how far I can go into sharing. That has helped gotten rid of that feeling. Life is also an experiment where you must just try some things. When you get older you have had time to look at a variety of different things and then you are able to settle on what you want. It is like when you watch that movie you are not supposed to for the first time as a kid. Sometimes it works and you find a movie you snuck around and enjoyed. Other times you pay the price and wish you never would saw that movie. You learn and you go on. We are always learning, especially when we do not think that we are.