Do not stop my excitement and I will not stop yours. There is nothing worse than getting all excited about something and hearing someone bash it into the ground. Forget the hate and if you must scream louder for yourself. The excitement you get is something we all need more often. It is always ok to act the way you want to if you are not bothering anyone. People that I have seen and been someone who has had to hide their excitement from feeling destroyed. I know I will not be the critical voice that I have heard come after me repeatedly. I hate that voice. The voice that is disappointed and angry. The voice that states you are not doing things right. It is just some made up garbage that I happened to pick up along the way. It used to make me sad at night, but now I will destroy the power it has. The inner voice that is not your friend. That voice is wrong, tells lies and is not there to support you. The only way to thrive is to make sure you dim its power over you and never let it come back. It is a projection of all the taunting and hate that has accumulated throughout your life. It will never be on your side, and it will never be helpful. The only thing good it did was build my emotional strength up to the roof by continuously challenging me throughout my life. I am putting it back in its cage right now and do not plan to let it out again ever. If it ever gets free, I will make sure to overpower anything that remains of it. You are stronger than the demons you carry. If you were not, then you would feel lost by now. I understand where the voice comes from, and I know why it held so much power. It took years to destroy, but I will better and free from it each day. I have felt things come after me and try to throw my focus off all the time. It can be frustrating having to deal with and destroy all these distractions. What is something that is valuable to each person? The time that we have in this world. We get distracted and then we end up not going after our goals or finding it is too much work to continue. I am refusing to play that game and saying my dreams will come true no matter the distractions that come up. Life can try to throw a brick wall up in my life and think I cannot get by, but it has no idea. It does not know that I am fast enough to get past the wall. I can act like Indiana Jones and run much faster than any boulder coming after me. If you really want something, you must not let the detours keep you from giving up on your destination. No voice, distraction, brick wall, is going to be stopping this train from reaching the station.
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