The pain is real and can be frightening. The fear is fading, while the smile is getting brighter. It is a shame if you ever felt you lost or abandoned. The power is here to make your day, and your spirit can always stay on top. If others are trying to disrupt you it is not your problem. Wash yourself free of anyone that hurts you in a way you will not tolerate anymore. They have lost out on something important and that is ok. Remember what has happened cannot get undone and there is never going back in life. That is one thing. If you try to go backwards in your life, you will only be hurting yourself. You can test the universe if you want to. I have tested things before, and I have lost every time. You know and have that instinct when you should not be doing what you are doing or thinking of doing. Your conscious is not a weakness; it is protection for you. Some people are instigators and want to see what happens when you push other buttons. Well, you will learn one way or another how that person feels about you by doing that. We never can come out and say what we want. We can hide it in disguise and then when it is too late for the person, they feel trapped. Life is a dream come true to me because you can have everything and lose everything in a way any day. There is one thing you can never lose or have taken from you and that is you. Everything that you represent and the qualities you have belong to you and only you. We can always do anything we want starting out. Most people want to start jobs and make money and have a career. Remember that is one way to go, but life has unlimited ways to play the game. You have more options than you do in the game of Life that is for sure. If you want to make Monopoly become your dream reality start making that plan. You want to build or create something new, what type of things do you want to create? How reasonable is it to assume this is possible to create? Questions are your friend. Now we live in the age where you can Google anything and everything. You just must produce the questions to ask, and you can create something. My differences made me feel handicapped in a way, but that was foolish thinking. If you want to be brave go be brave and if you want to be rich, then go be rich. I am not one to try to focus on money. I realize that we need it to live, and it is the top topic on the news. Think about the ways you can impact your life positively or others positively. Think about what you bring to the table and use those skills to create the money and life you want. Do not complain about why you do not have something and instead go to work on having no complaints in your life. Complaints will not save your life or bring you the money you feel you deserve. You can get what you want, but you need to think about what you posses, and the answer is cannot be nothing, or I do not know.