Remember there may feel like uncertainty in life or with others, but usually you will know how you feel or you will know how the other person feels. It can be hard to hide emotions from getting out and others are always good at noticing what is going on or playing detective. They may just want to know what is going on and have no motive or they wish you were not there to begin with. You push on and think about what will make you happy and then you forget about the other people. Your best friend could be a great person who supports you, listens to you and you can feel the connection when they are around. Your best friend might not be a person, but it may just be something around you that feels comforting or like home. If something is giving you similar feelings, then why not embrace it and enjoy it. I like seeing when people stay true to themselves and what they think about something. It can be hard to keep your values or beliefs when others are judging or looking at them closely. Know that the best of you will feel accepted and should feel appreciated someone: yourself. I can tell by now that each day I feel more relief and feel better about the things going on. It is starting to make sense seeing where the decisions and choices you had to make have put you today. I am happy about my ability to decide what I want and try to bring that into my life. It is one thing about thinking about what you want and another to take an action to make it more realistic. If you want to be an actor and your family is laughing at you or not supporting, you for your goal then just go and try and do it. The thing you are meant to do or brings you the most joy may or not be the most popular thing with everyone else. If you follow others, you can feel trapped into something you did not want and then you must reverse it wasting time and making another decision. I get the high and good vibes we feel from ending up accepted and validated. It is the best sharing stories, having conversations about the things you both like, but that does not mean we take on the other persons identity and make the same decisions they would. I have learned the hard way through experience that the best decisions I have made are when they came from my heart and they were trying to bring a positive experience. You do not have to the best at anything, but you do have to try things to be able to know what you are good at. I love math and sports helped make me see that. I like to read and enjoying book fairs as my favorite day of the schoolyear made me see that. If you can see, decide, act, on the things that bring you joy you will be happier and not sad.