Do You Want to Play Catch?

Where are you taking me and do I get a say in it? Yes, you get a say in your life or should feel that you do. You are the controller of your own avatar and can accept and reject those decisions how you want. Something that should never feel taken for granted. Now what you do with this information is on you. You are the one responsible, so I throw all the weight of the world at you. It is yours to keep until you can bear the responsibility tied with it. You want to be the life of the party? Learn and engage your target. Be familiar with it and be ready for any surprises that can come up. If it is something that makes you uncomfortable then it is time to try to learn to use it. Are you going to end up like the weather all cold and blustery? Is that what you really want for yourself? You have some answers to be coming with and yes others will be checking in on those answers with approval or disagreement. You have weight thrown at you, you have judgement thrown at you, you sound like you turning into a regular baseball catcher. Will you connect the dots and admit the truth to yourself? Will you slink away shamefully sad with what is holding yourself back? Remember the limits placed by you and yourself. You can put them in place because of someone else, but you bear the responsibility of them. Things feel like they have been loud this week. It is a fun time to go buy earplugs to be ready for the next day. So much is coming at you, and you have no time to react. You will need to react the right way, accept the right way, let things go the right way. It feels like it is time to go to sleep for a few years to catch up with what has ended up lost. You either will let the love in, or you will let the heartbreak destroy you from within. Nobody knows what will happen, but we do know what can happen or what is coming next. Look at the adventures we are going on and what we have been learning. It feels like a trial of some sort, but all is perfectly well. Remember that we can all hit the top and hit the bottom at any point. The good news with that is you can get out of it and have something to look forward to. The other news is do not take the times at the top for granted because tomorrow is a new day. There are enough battles going on without you battling yourself for control. You have the power and matter, so make the right decision. The right decision will be different to everyone, so I throw you into the water alone. It must end up completed that way for you to thrive. You would not want it any other way (ask me later).