It can be draining when you feel problems are everywhere and you are not able to breathe. Feeling anxious or bothered by them would be normal to me. Getting older has made me feel better and more relaxed with age. The things I would previously worry about now do not matter at all. Not feeling restricted is all I want. The possibility of doing whatever I please is at my fingertips, and I do not want to let it go. The peace and fulfillment are rising in my heart, and I want it to take over. I would in the past second guess and think why this will not happen but not now. Now a new energy is taking over, and I do not want to resist it. I want to embrace it and carry it with me on my journey. Feeling the breeze off the ocean or looking at the stars is where it is. No longer thinking about how I will get there but embracing and planning the trips once I arrive. I can feel at peace now and understand why things happen and where to go from here. It made no sense in the moment’s things would break down, but now it makes complete sense. The puzzle is filling in and I am liking the way it is coming together. Others can think what they want because what is happening to you can only be for you if you want it. Why are you worth it? Is it because you are funny, kind, try to care of others, build support, etc. We all have our purpose, and you can come to the party because everyone can come. I must open my heart more now, but that is scarier than the last Chucky movie. Vulnerability sounds like the death penalty at times to me. Exposing the wound and letting others see makes me feel nauseous. We can relax when we finally have enough comfort, but I have seen exposing other vulnerabilities used like a weapon to hurt. That is what happens and why we must be careful who we tell things to and what will happen after. The dangerous games of social politics played on such a beautiful world stage. This again leads me to wanting more peace because of this dynamic. I can have enough for my family to survive without doing this and will gladly tap out. I will go to my lane and continue to do my thing while the games go on. I am all for watching them go down, but no more participating. The game is useless to me, not enjoyable, and I would rather just do whatever thing on my own. We can share things when we feel allowed and comfortable to share. We also cannot share when we feel not allowed or comfortable to do so. Remember things will always work themselves out, so focus on putting yourself in the place to succeed. Are you comfortable with being vulnerable or for now comfortable pulling back?