I have an Appetite for Destruction like Guns N’ Roses for my life right now. I feel determined and ready for whatever comes next. People will jump on you with their insecurities. I can feel it at times. It is one of the reasons I like to stay to myself. When you are around so many people you can feel so much energy in the moods and coming from people that it just becomes too overwhelming to stay with. I like the intimate part of being one on one learning about someone in that way with no pressure. I never enjoyed groups, because the extroverted ones will always be the ones to jump in the conversation next and you could get drowned out. A great feeling is when you feel noticed and feel like you have found someone you can connect with. It happens from time to time. Keep staying active, looking at the sun and feeling good. When you do not trust others, it can feel difficult to feel good about the world. The world can be tough and cruel and kick you when you are down. It also can be so much more than that and open doors you never knew existed. It can bring you everything you ever wished for. People do not believe that good things will happen to them or that they do not deserve good things because of (insert reason). It never has to be that difficult. Fighting with yourself to get something that you do deserve, even when you think you do not. You can take the benefit and not have to feel guilty or feel there are strings attached. Now sometimes there are strings attached, but I am not talking about those times. Trust takes time with me and certainly takes effort by everyone. Effort can be a hard thing to get out of people these days because time is valuable. We need to prioritize what is necessary and there is only so much time in the day. Just make sure you spend your time wisely. What I mean by wisely is spend it on things that either help you grow, challenge you, or are for genuine pleasure. We make the time for the things that are necessary and if we want to grow, we will make the time for it because it is necessary. I really feel life does not have to be as complicated as we make it some time. I believe there are enough resources for everyone to be able to do what they want to do. Now does this happen, no? It goes back to the core beliefs a person may have about themselves or the world. You can be taught something at any age and keep it for decades and not know why you believed it in the first place. We get blinded by the shiny glare of others success as well. What he made a billion and I am flipping burgers at McDonalds, why me? But the person at McDonalds still has so many chances, opportunities, ways to think about things, if they can focus on what they desire. The desire will bring you the success you seek. What is your desire?