Calm down and let everything sink in for you. You can feel that things will be taking a turn for you. Things must because you have been giving your all in everything. You think it is leading you nowhere, but it is providing positive results that you cannot see. Please stop thinking this is a waste of time when it is leading to your better self. In time you will be thrilled with the way you acted and the way things decided to go for you. Sometimes it does feel like we are going nowhere or we panic we could even be going backwards. Just look to your inner self not your inner critic and see what it has to say. For me, I am listening to it now and it could be saying keep going you are doing great and exactly what you should be. You should be happy after whatever you are doing next that you feel is going to make you feel good. It is not hard to think about and for me I do not need to exert some kind of power. I am outside of comfort zone but doing something I feel comfortable with. Trying to continue going through life with the knowledge and beliefs that I have. This would not be enough for someone else or would turn off somebody else. For me, it is a sense of relief knowing that I am in the right place at when it is the right time. Am I looking for others to tell me where to go? No. Am I waiting for something that may or may never end up dropped into my lap? No. I am using what I have at the times I feel fit and ready to share things that I hope can help others. It would be growing yourself while also trying to show others they can grow as big as they want. The dream does not have to die or feel scary. You commit to something that you understand and love and then you decide that you want things to happen for you. You have seen the bottom of things and felt low at times, but this will not be one of them. This is one of hope and desire leading from your heart and wanting the best. Knowing this has felt worked on constantly and that you can see things have developed over time. The fearful stages were there when you did not understand what you were going through or why things were happening. The fog has felt removed, and the understanding has been completed. Now the consistency sets in that shows your determination and willingness that you feel. What happens when we feel we are getting exactly what we want to be putting out into the world? A happiness and satisfaction that we are not invalidating ourselves or what we have gone through. We have pushed through and made it to the other side. Nobody thought that we would, but we came out with excellence. That is something to always feel appreciated about.
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