The temptation to slip back down can always come up. The times when we lose our focus and focus on the wrong things for a bit will come up. The key thing is will you see it and change course correctly or will you let it go for far too long? Remember the balance in everything and continue. The stress of figuring out the answer to your problems will not help anything. It could be good at first as a motivator, but then it will start to hinder you. If you are not getting where you are there is some information we can be missing? That when we get it at the right time will be worth even more than it could be now. You think you would have to go negative after negative experiences, but you always have a choice. That is something that gets remember by all, especially yourself. This is why if it is a major decision, you feel allowed to take time sort out the answer for yourself. Just remember when you end up not chosen for something it is because it does not fit you at the current time. The best thing you can do is try to not dig yourself into further problems and make sure you are tackling the problems you are having. The issue of needing more money can be stressful. You may take on several jobs trying to make everything right. This is why it is even more important to do something that you can tolerate, but at best love it. The hope is that your world ends up better each day. The turmoil that you feel could be gone as soon as thirty minutes from now, so take a deep breath. Take breaks from solving problems but make sure to produce solutions. The battle of what we should do and what we will do never has to be a battle. We can do what is right for us and try to do what we can to stay out of our own way. Remember the world can be difficult, so do not be the one to make it worse for yourself. Honor your efforts always and when we slip the important part is NEVER SLIPPING, but the response after slipping. Where would we be if not for ourselves and others being able to make it through the challenging times. The place you belong is wherever you feel it in your heart. You will know it when you are inside of it. You are making the best of a day exactly where you belong. In a world bent on cheating or rigging the deck it would be nice to go the other way. I always like the way with the least amount of people because you will discover things you never knew before. It can make you strong and more understanding of what is going on. Things are working with you and not against you. That is a difficult pill to swallow, but one we must.