I ended up carried away with the walls built too high for protection. There is love in this world and we all want a taste of it in our own way. Life can always be meaningful, but it is on you to decide the meaning. Nobody needs anyone’s permission, but we feel better when our ideas feel valued, listened to, and appreciated. It is a give and take and that is how others come to expect things. Sometimes balancing things out can make all the difference in the world. For example, my last post was about building walls and not letting anything in. If anything cannot get in, then nothing can get out as well. You could end up feeling trapped and you would have nowhere to go. The balancing act is always what is important and I hate it for that reason in the best way. Too much ice cream is bad idea, too much staying awake is a bad idea, but the right balance fixes everything. It is the unprescribed medicine we need to make it through the day. I wish I could party every moment of the day, but that will slip past my fingers as well. It is a no-go on the balancing act, so it must end up denied. Having fun, experiencing new things, improving our mindsets & the way we think. These are the things that can happen at any time and help make the day worth living. The desire to have everything now increases with each day. Every second we can move a bit quicker each day with technology and it becomes a bigger part of our lives. Technology is great, because it needs creativity to be able to help solve the issues that come up. Technology has always been scary as well to people. We do not know what to expect because nothing like this has ever existed before. It takes time for everyone to get comfortable with the new way of life. Creativity can always come from your heart, and it can be beautiful with each person that chooses to use it. Remember we do not have to immediately jump to the negative or gaslighting even when we see it in our faces all day. We can choose to do things that make us feel good about ourselves. You can feel the pleasure without having to go through any pain. Building up walls is a way to protect and a defense mechanism to feel used. Letting love in is a choice and a reward for having to go through the tough moments. Nobody will be saying “I feel so loved, boy am I a dumbass” They will be saying “I am loved and choose to give it back to the people that mean the world to me.” Simple things like that make all the difference in the world. If you jump to the negative, please try to catch yourself. “I forgot my keys today. Why am I so stupid sometimes?” I forgot my keys today.” “Man, I must have been in a rush to leave this morning.” The way we think is a gamechanger.