Want to be more adult and do adult things? You might come to regret that statement but learn your lesson. I want to be young again. Having to learn things for the first time was hard enough, but having to go through those lessons and learn them again may not be for everyone. When we shine a light on something we will see the truth of it and not necessarily what we wanted to see. In this moment things can be tough, but it is always better to know the truth than some made up lie you told yourself to hide the pain. Facing the pain is important and not facing it is a mistake even if you feel it may break you. You may never be the same after it, but we all must face it, or it can manifest in bad ways for you until you do. Once we see something it cannot be unseen, so be brave and you can handle all the information coming at you. Certain things might make you happy and other things will make you sad, but you will have the right information in front of you. Fighting fear and pain by letting them take hold of us is a necessary process. Take time to grieve the things that may hurt you but remember we need to take equal time when you find out something good is happening. The balancing act means everything I find in life. When one thing takes hold, you are bound to suffer, but when everything feels taken care of and balanced you are on the great ride of your life. The pain makes the pleasure more important and special, and you can find answers in both. Do not worry because others already know that you are strange and some will call you out on it, so get ready. Have the special place in your heart that knows that people may not know what they are doing, and everyone feels thrown in this messy world together and must find a way to thrive. You can manage yourself around this craziness and stay true to yourself. I always feel better when the sun is shining, because it feels like something is helping pull me along in any distress I may be having. If you want to experience the same issues, then we will continue to do the same things. If we want to break free, then we will think about the changes we need to make. Do we need a new career, new perspective, new hobby, new relationship, to help make things more exciting and uplift our spirits if we are not getting what we want. This is a global world that we live in now and you can find out anything you want with one click. We can get bored, but we should not. Think about what you should be doing and start doing it. We can talk all day about how cluttered the path is or we can take a stab and make something out of it.