We all get scared that things may turn out bad, but do we ever hope, wish, and get scared when our dreams come true? Remember I think that if you have an idea about what is going on with your situation you can end up ok. Now is the time to hold back and not end up agitated by things that are going on if they are just to get a rise of you. You are sturdy, so you may bend but we do not break. I have at points felt like Rocky Balboa training in one of his fights and to be able to deal with others can be difficult. It can feel like Drago states “He is made out of iron.” Rocky VI is a good movie, but dealing with people mentions those images for me. It can make you feel good when you know you are doing your best and getting better each day. Feeling and understanding more each day, which is what I crave. We can soak up information in so many ways and apply them in a variety of ways that it is cool to me to see the combinations people produce. The pain is meant to be temporary, while your acceptance can heal and last a lifetime. It is hard to not feel attached to things, but everything can change any day. You can wake up and by the end of the day have a completely different world sitting in front of you. We enjoy what we have while we have it and when we let it go, we must accept and understand that it is for the best. We may feel the timing is unfair, but when you look back later was it unfair? Go ignore this and continue to control things to your hearts desire. You can fight for every crumb and hope that you get more each day or remember who you are and try to live up to that image each day. If your life can change from one way to the next then in one day, that means it could change in the best conceivable way in one day. That would be amazing to those that experience that I salute you. No need to be petty or jealous because things can come to you when they are supposed to. Remember that there is no way to please everyone and there will be that try to do that, so let it go. You need the courage to show up for yourself, which some days can feel the hardest at times. But why do you continue to go? Because each of us has our reasons of doing something and it must be important if we are still here continuing each day. Remember the easy thing is always to quit something. It is to stop something. The challenging thing is believing you are doing the right things when you feel the evidence in front of you is showing the opposite. We are the ones that around ourselves 24/7, so we must be aware and accountable in case things go bad.