What does it mean when it feels like there is plenty of action going on right now in our lives? Does it mean something big could be coming or is here? It certainly feels like things are moving fast. The time will catch up on you if you do not watch out. It is hard being patient, but it is worth it. It can be tough when others make mistakes or even when we make mistakes and must deal with them. The moral of my day today is trying to forgive everyone. Holding a grudge seems fun! I like the idea of plotting my revenge and seeing how far I can go to become even with someone I feel betrayed me. Would it make me feel better? Maybe and maybe not. I will choose to forgive because that is the healthiest option for myself. That is the option where I can reach understanding and where I have settled on my closure. If I did not get closure from the person, then I can finish it in my own way. By forgiving them, I am releasing them from my life and from being able to hurt me anymore. Forgiveness to me is maturity because it is looking past whatever the person did or did not do to you. It is seeing that something bad did happen between us, but I am willing to let that action go and move on with my life. It is not good for me to be standing still or holding on to that anger any longer. It needs to end up removed for good, so that it can we can choose something better. Something that will make you feel better and will be there for you instead of trying to hurt you. It will love you and understand you instead of miscommunicating and ambiguity. We want love and not hurt, and it is ok to go after this. It is ok to live with love and repel the hurt. It is ok to forgive yourself and others, so that you may forward to something even better for yourself. Love and understanding are vitally important and can help anybody out. There is enough greed, hate, jealousy, envy, in the world, but I ask “is there enough love? At least I can focus on that and that seems to me to be important right now. I want to focus on the things that are important to me. This will fulfill me and make me whole. Believing and giving something that is special. Getting rid of the shame, embarrassment, pain. Replacing it with something better loving, helping, and something that will not abandon you. Something you can always carry with you and help heal your heart. Healing can work at making us feel better. I understand the pain can be great. When we heal ourselves, we become better for the people around us. We become more like us and that is a good thing. Being weak to me is not being able to not move past something or holding on to something that no longer is good for you. Being strong means to heal yourself and know that you deserve forgiveness for everything.