The ability to be scared and frightened of things in your life are possible. You would think we would want the best for ourselves, but you never know which way things will fall now. The holiday weekend is now winding down and things will be going back to normal soon. The world is changing and the things we desire and want change as well. I have seen both good and bad changes going on. It continues to seem like we all want that quick ticket to paradise. Realizing that the same problems and issues will follow you anywhere until you are able to deal with them. We do not like to be accountable, and we do not like to work through things, but we must. We must take the time to know the things we contributed to both bad and good. It is time to fully accept our role in everything and know that we cannot change the decisions we have made. Of, you cannot go back rewrite the past now that you have realized you may have made a wrong decision. You made a difficult decision, so what? Moving on and understanding the next one could be your ticket to paradise. We all want the ticket, and it is there for each of us. You may think only certain people can get these tickets, but that is a complete myth. You could always separate yourselves from others with the things that make you different. My thinking can make me different than others, so that is something for me I should explore more. Doing more thinking and exploring will equal more success for myself and I understand this. What is it about yourself that you question? What is about yourself that you are not focusing on correctly? If you really are not sure and do not know where to start focus on yourself. Look at how your day goes and what you excel at versus what is giving you trouble. Look at how you solve problems and if you can solve them. For me I like to keep to myself and think about things. What things am I thinking about? That could be a way for me to thrive. How will I know if it is something I want? By the effect it gives you when you are doing it. If it makes you feel terrible after doing it, it is not for you. If it can challenge you, excite you, have you wanting to know more of it, then you are on the right track. There is reason some things can excite us and others us bore us to no end. Some things we are feeling drawn to that could be good for our lives while other things that may not be for us are pushing us away. Lean into what you are excited and passionate about and try to understand like a detective your weaknesses and why you have them. When you can start to truly see yourself and what you want then you know what to use to get you to your paradise.