Its time for me to fully understand myself and know the power I have. I can do things when I set my mind to it and will always do my best. I owe no apologies to myself in that way because it is always important to show up for yourself. The thing is I like to see people trying to spread their agenda or trying to see what they can get away with when they poke the bear. If someone is disrupting you and you know it, you just need to get away from that person. There really are enough people in the world. Even if everyone in New York City turned their back on you, you would still have so many chances to meet interesting people. That is something about the world. That we are open to one another. People have come a long way over time, and it is interesting to see all the changes and to try to predict where we are going. Remember with technology getting stronger every day, the ways we can change and improve things is high. To do something out of your comfort zone is to be brave. The comfort zone is my favorite place to be. That is where no magic happens. That is where when you enter it you know what will happen when you exit it. People can spend their entire lives in the comfort zone and some people have never actually been inside of it. For me, I have had terrible times when in it. The terrible times came from not challenging myself and just going along with everything each day. There is no fun in that, and I want new experiences. Now going outside, it is horrible until you do it enough it becomes the comfort zone. Best things can come when you reach deep inside of yourself to a place nobody sees but is true to who you are. The demons that can come back and the fact you can see your own demon is enough to make you shiver. My core made me scared of myself for years and scared of showing it. I would feel that if I show my core something horrible will happen. That is not actually true and for me the opposite happened. Now I believe that can be true for everyone. The side you are scared to show, the things you think nobody would like about you, are the things that can make you happiest and grow the most. The tortured parts of yourself can make you feel at home and at peace. They can build you up and make you all the money (if that is what you want) rain down from the sky for you. Please feel free and call me crazy because I am already watching the rain come down. What is the point of fear when we all will be long gone one day? Nobody cares and nobody is asking to know. Our mind is paradise and can be a prison for us. Never make it a prison, because life is hard enough without another obstacle to have to defeat.