Stay strong with your boundaries and make sure you are doing well. People may continue to test them but if you have issues with them or what they are doing it is good to stand your ground with them. I want to be able to help others, but I do not want to feel discarded like trash while it is going on. It is not bad to value certain things for yourself, and it should empower you and not make you feel guilty. When we give in to people, we are telling them that we will allow you to treat us this way. You are holding a banner saying, “I approve this.” Please do not let jealousy ruin and corrupt you. It is powerful and can take you into dark places with dark thoughts. It is ok to feel jealous, but it is not ok to let it control you. A good thing to do I have found is accept that you feel a certain way and then disengage. It is not worth worrying about and it is not worth indulging in. When you follow jealousy, it can consume you and take away your time and energy that can focus on better things. It does not do anything to add value to your life, so for me I will accept jealousy and then disengage. Patience has been a theme lately to go through. Do not worry about where you are today and know you have done enough work to be happy with yourself. It is hard for me at times to look at the journey when all I want is the destination. It is the entire experience that is supposed to be what is uplifting. You want to go on a journey like you see in the movies. I do think some people would love to be Spiderman, but you want to have an adventure and something to look forward to. Especially now with everyone changing their minds at the fastest rate with the most selection we have ever had. Patience will lead me to freedom is what I am now telling myself. Patience is the key and what I am seeking most. Things will happen given enough time and it is better to let them fall as they will. Everyone ends up seeing everything given enough time and if you do not then maybe consider yourself lucky. We end up with certain traits in life. It is time to understand we have made the best hand that we could from it. Settling is not necessarily a terrible thing. I have settled on the boundaries I will have. I have settled on the values I will live. Also, I have settled on being patient and knowing that I have done my best. When you know you have done everything in your power then you can feel good no matter the outcome of what happens. Settling on having a fun rest of the night sounds good to me. You have done enough and now you can see the finish line.