What is that feeling to get excited? When life is good you feel so good, and life is tough you need to rest and save your strength. If people say you will never make it in life, or you cannot reach your dreams they are just putting their shame onto you. People like to throw shame around but not many people like to take accountability for it. Everyone has shame and everyone has something going on. It is ok if you do have something going on right now. People have wondered why I can be quiet at times, and I wonder if I can open my mouth without people judging me as the weird one. It can be crazy how you can feel at times but try to remember that life is a wave. We need more hope in this world. We need to be ready to make peace with ourselves and our neighbors. Some people like to bring the intensity or drama into the mix because that is what they know and thrive in. When in doubt, think about what you would want to do in any situation and do it. Sometimes we second guess ourselves or think that we will be missing something with the choices we want to make but always go with your gut. The gut knows unexplainable things. You can feel sometimes when you are in danger or when you are meeting someone that is not good for you. You get that feeling in the pit of your stomach that something just is not sitting right. That is the gateway I have found in my own life to making the right choices. I brushed this feeling away for so many years I cannot remember. Sometimes I would challenge it thinking what is the worst that can happen? That turned out to be a bad move because terrible things do happen, and they did that time. Now I know after challenging the feeling that for me it is the strongest and one of my favorite feelings. You are supposed to listen and trust yourself in life. You are worthy of everything you want and each one of us matters as much as the next. Just because someone might be behind a gated community or is rich and famous does not take back the fact that we have one life, so go live it. What is it that you want to do for a living or would interest you? Do that and do not worry about the money. Have you ever thought that if you desire something and it brings you excitement that the passion in you have for it will bring you the success you want. Desire, drive, the ability, and freedom to do what you want is particularly important to me. If you want to learn about the city, you are in and drive a bus, do it! If you want to become Indiana Jones or a pirate, do it! The point is if you feel stuck or something is not working then go back to the basics. Go back to what you desire.