When I think about things differently and try to explain them to people, I get weird looks like what are you talking about. Things can feel off the first times that happens to you but once you have seen a pattern you know what to expect. However, I felt worried when I was younger because I wanted to know what was going on, but everything was ok for me. I was going through what I need to in life to become stronger today. I would not trade anything for where I am today because I know that everything along the way was important. Facing life is important to me. I never liked facing things before but now I find it rewarding. It can be difficult to be going through the stress you feel but when you feel it and go with it, I have found I feel better after. Remember difference is always ok if you are not hurting anyone. Everyone does things their own way and in their own time. Not one person needs to feel worried or pressured. When you are having trouble make sure to work through the stuff you are going through currently. Start there and then you can move into your long-term issues. Everything can be better with experience and perspective. Experience lets us go through the lessons we need to, and perspective can help us see what we may have wanted or felt we lost we did not lose anything at all. It is wonderful the way you can choose to think about things and the way you want your interactions and experiences to go. All I can say now is I have to get out of this cold. The beach and the sun would help to recharge some batteries. I can come back in May and enjoy more water back at home. When we have nothing to focus on or feel nothing to focus on what should we do? We should look at ourselves and see if there is anything we want to improve. Are we exactly who we are at this moment? I like the fact that I gave up putting on a mask for anyone because it became tiring. I can work on becoming a better person, but I do not need to be hiding anything. Be the person you would want to hang out with. Do you want to hang out with someone funny? What about someone smart? Do you want to play sports or solve puzzles? You can be anything and have the people around you that you want. People that will bring out the best in you. Sometimes when are we going through life, we think the tough times are punishment, but they are meant for growth. What are you made of? What can you handle and tolerate? Who do you want to be and where do you want to go? Your mission is whatever you say it is. Noone can take that away from you because no one is you. The time we spend idolizing and look at others that we find valuable could is necessary to help ourselves feel more valuable.