You Have What I Want

I am ready to dominate tonight! Why do we do the things we do? Where are all of us trying to go? How can all of us look so similar and go through life so differently? The media is going to push everything they have at us, because they want us to buy things. We do not have to buy from them; they will go out of business. They will try to tell us every detail of our life and what we should be doing. What is the car I need to be driving and where I should be ending up in my life. While I think society will act like parents and discipline you when you have not behaved. I have noticed that some people like or get stuck in the bubble of this and others will break free and try something different. There is nothing wrong with either side and both give us freedom in separate ways. When we stay with what is comfortable, what we recognize, what can make us happy, we like that feeling and want it to continue. When we try something different then we are going outside of what we know and into unfamiliar territory. What type of things make us who we are? The people around us and experiences we have gone through make us the people we are. What if I have tried something repeatedly and I have always failed? Does that make me a failure? When we say or think things like this, we are attaching our worth to the issue. We never need to do that. We are always bigger than the issues we go through. Challenges that we go through are not punishment! Challenges that we go through are not punishment! Rewards that we get we should never take for granted. When we are proud in how you have handled yourself today and how you are going to handle yourself tomorrow. The thing that scares me is not knowing my future. I want to be able to read my life like I read movies on Wikipedia. I want to know what happens and what pain I had to go through. Life would not be as interesting if things worked out like that. Has life ever pushed you to do something? I think that life will push you away from things that are not meant for you. It can also you closer to the things that are best for you. Life has an element like school where any day it will serve you a pop quiz on what you have learned so far. However, the unpredictability of it is what causes me the most trouble. You must be ready at any moment. When we get the things that we want we must be careful. It is always in our DNA to want things. We will always want more. Once we have something, we will want something else. I can be whoever I want to be. I want to be the person that knows its ok to be scared, and its ok to try anything that you want to do.