Why Does Destruction Feel So Good?

Things can feel tough, but we will push through them. Keep battling through them because you deserve it. Remember to stay true to yourself. If you want, you can believe all the things people may say about you, but I would not. Just keep on knowing who you are and not sabotaging it. These things feeling thrown at you could very well be projections and you need to take it easy. You can see that even if you are wealthy, you can have problems with loving yourself. That is a problem that can plague anyone. The person themselves will always have to be the one that makes the changes. You have what you need right now. What are you going to do about it for yourself? Are you going to be the person that saves mankind from disease? Are you going to be the one that conquers all their fears one by one becoming the fearless champion? Are you going to throw yourself away and say today is not my day? Any of these are possible so you must ask yourself who am I going to be today? You make your life move and give it purpose. We cannot do that when we do not know or understand what that could be. Study other people as a way of learning what has worked for them. A combination of that mixed with your unique self will make the perfect selection for people. Why did you choose this moment and this place to make the change? The challenges will always be there, the fear will always be there, the people who want you to fail will be there. What will happen when you realize you just must choose what you want? Have you ever had an octopus & jelly sandwich? That is the type of protein you need to kickstart yourself. I do not know what type of stuff you could be into, but my opinion does not matter. Will you feel settled and satisfied with the life you are living? When are we not satisfied then you must ask yourself why? Just start chanting why to yourself in the mirror and see what type of thoughts you end up with. Remember thoughts are not reality, but thoughts can end up used like a map. It is them to guide and help you if you want it. Otherwise, I have seen others tell it to shut its trap. Surrounding ourselves with the things we love around us can be a wonderful way to soothe us. Just because you are an adult does not mean you do not need soothing. I have seen the world and know all about anxiety. Talk about self-destruction time! Your instincts are correct, so we need to just try following that and see where that goes. Relax a bit and slow the game down like they do in sports. You can do that at times in life. Slow it down, take some Gatorade, let us come back stronger and ready to deal with it.