Why Would I Retire From Something I Love Doing?

We are up for anything right now. The spirit is coming back alive as it will. This can spur creative growth and just have you feeling better again. Why not try to be more hopeful of what you have going on? Remember you are doing the best for yourself and having love for yourself will always be important. If you are alone then you can feel as weird as you want. That is the time for you to become stronger, think about what you want, try different things that can spark your interest. Do not tell me your mind cannot be sparked because I will make it spark with that attitude. I see the people that are serious all day and it scares me into the other room. You can have your serious room, but I will be in my under-radar room with the music going. We can both have our great times while completing what we need. If we have people, all around us then we have a variety of choices and personalities to sink our teeth into. We can see how everyone deals with things and try to develop closer bonds with our shared interests and values. If you do not like the people, you are meeting then you just move on to someone new. One side gets you to examine yourself and what you need to be focusing on. The other gives you things to think about, provides external support, builds and stimulates friendships. Both can win while having different things to shine the light on. We know when we need to deliver some pushback on someone trying to come into our space. It is one thing to enter politely and another thing to come in crashing walls down. We will decide what we can handle and do our best with every situation that comes our way. The problems become when we detract, suck the life force away, feel caught in a never-ending cycle of stuff we cannot do. I cannot get up out of bed, I cannot get a job, I cannot deal with this person right now, I cannot answer for yesterday’s problems right now. The list will continue to go on and on. Is it an excuse or are these legitimate reasons? One of these is a betrayal of my time and another is why when we jump to conclusions life will make fools out of all of us. That moment you think that will be your shining star turns into the moment that mocks or makes you think twice. Thinking why do I have to be subjected to this? Because it was your destiny and maybe it is something that bothers you. Maybe it becomes something that keeps you thinking and thinking about it. It has that way of sticking to you and that is why you were the guinea pig for the experiment. You will know whether you passed so I do not need to know your results. I understand this game because I play it at times myself.