Why Does Life Seem Crazy Sometimes?

Are you making sure to take care of everything? Even the insignificant things need to feel looked at and can help make a difference. Do not worry because you will feel the face of control staring at you. People may expect you to act a certain way and when you do not meet expectations the mud will feel thrown. You could see every angle of someone and then start to get entire picture. Never lose hope because that is when things will be turning in your favor. When you realize that things were not entering because it was not the right time or right thing for you at that moment. You would have blown the opportunity and be homeless now, so everything all worked out. You think you are not getting what you want and you are being handed blessing after blessing. Do not give me that attitude or the blessing train will stop going to your house. No need to throw shade because if I want shade, I can just go someplace sunnier. There are unlimited amounts of places to be at that seem cooler than feeling letdown. If you want that party go throw it. If nobody shows up or the entire town shows up, make sure I hear about it from a different country or place. That is when you know you will have made it. Do not worry because if I sense you are doing better than me I will take you down. I will make sure you feel the pain of thinking you had a choice. You will swim with the rest of us and not get to where you are going. Man, I just wanted to go my own way and now it creates ripples. If you feel drawn back, you will lose out that moment you wasted years for. Do you really want to feel good for a second and then feel horrible until you change paths? The world was at your fingertips, but you had to go after the comfortable and safe thing. Now you have thrown all the cool points in the toilet, and you will sit with your choices. You can be up or you can be down but do not bring this stuff to me. We all our own problems and you feeling you need to dump and add to mine may seem fair, but is it? Last time I checked I had my own baggage to address without having a community worth. When I realize that I can replace this additional trash with treasure will be the day I start to see my worth and change the game. Please feel free to come to my area and spin your web of agenda and I will do the same. We can have a battle to the death, or I can just go home and have my own battles. Remember you can have a target on your back and just not play the game. Last time I checked the only time I want to play with targets is in video games.