What if I told you that if you believe you will fail then it will become so? If you believe you will succeed you will. This person is out of my league and they will be. Remember our dangerous sponge brain makes things both easy and difficult at times. You can bring in a house of pain for yourself if you want to heal that way. You can also try to bring in peace if you feel you have been facing chaos. This does not mean controlling anything, but it does take work from you. If you are not consistent then the bad patterns will come back and you can drift even further away before you know it. Just feeling more aware can make a difference for you. Notice when you want to have the popcorn party at 4am and it is not in your best interest this time. Some people might create and dominate at that hour and can then work away when they are feeling most productive. Remember a 9-5 job is only optional. This is one thing where we have full freedom. We have choices and will we make the right ones for us? What if I told you I could be making less money now and then much more later? Analyzing OUR WANTS AND NEEDS must be brought forward. When you go a different route and lie to yourself all you are doing is making things harder. I didn’t make these crazy, insane rules, but I will be the first one in line when they ask for attendance. If you must remove barriers, you have put on others then do so at your discretion. If you need to put them up and think about what you want to protect and what you are willing to leave open. Remember I am always looking for a loophole to easy street. Whether it is stomping on people to get it done, tearing them down emotionally, etc. I will be closing this deal. Know when not to reveal things and when you can be talking about anything. The previous pain did not last thankfully and the lesson is learned. Life is still undefeated and I am still trying to steal its playbook. One of these days you will slip life and we will catch you, but I know that is not today. I do not need to throw my tantrums to know I can stay strong. You know when you have faced things and felt better after. There is a strength that comes back to you and makes you feel like a different person. Remember we can always jump back in the gutter if things are not going right but try first. There could be things you might not be looking for that you would never give up. Sure, I could act like I have done everything and been everywhere. That things are terribly boring looking for the new thrill, but that is a lie. Just fall back to things you like or used to think about and watch something will catch fire.
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