The triggers came at me again at all angles. They wanted my blood, but I noticed them in time and stopped it. They can come out of nowhere always lurking around the next corner. It is all good when you catch it and when you do not you just hope everything ends up ok. We all have our unhealthy habits that we do that can be holding us back. We have things that we do that we will not be willing to give up and then things we should be giving up. Giving up things gives us space for new things and removes the rest. The more we let go of these unpleasant habits and the more we make sure that the things we replace it with are good things then we can thrive. You can build a fortress instead of feeling tired and drained from life all the time. It wants to build a home for your own personal self. How would you want it to be, and would you let people in at any time? You need a home within a home, so that even when you are sleeping things will feel good with your subconscious. But some of us like the bad and sometimes the bad makes us feel good. It is all up to you and you will know the answer to the harmful stuff, so judge it yourself. If you have to say you are good and complete, then just let everything show out and see what happens. I will approve of the attitude of challenging life. There is nothing wrong with a good challenge to see what happens until you find out the answer. We all need to learn these lessons, so if we must go through bring it on! I have already had a life where dramatic things happened and sometimes, I liked it. Sometimes it was thrilling, but that life is dead. Yes, we can recreate ourselves at any moment and that life lies buried underground now. I was making space for the good while throwing out the bad. Nobody goes through these journeys alone, no matter what they say. I wish I knew the problems in the 1600’s, but then maybe it is best for me to read it if I want to see that. Life has treasures and some of them end up buried. Some of these treasures even exist within you. Did you have that encouraging pep talk after you had what you thought was an embarrassing moment today? Why not it might have helped cool things off. The control over others will have to end because it is not necessary. I do not like feeling controlled, but I heard the guy who sits next to me might enjoy it. Things are tough enough and you can feel it at times. Just letting it go is the best answer and the answer I wish I knew earlier. Letting it all out has helped reduce the severity of everything that bothers me. We all need that talk or person to know everything is still ok.
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