Please remember if we removed the negative thinking and replaced it with something else it could put us over our top. It is more exhausting dealing with negative things, and they weigh us down until we cannot take it. It would be better if we just jump to something else. Let someone else worry about these negative boulders in my way. I will just avoid them and choose to do something else. It will free me from all those distractions and give me a chance at something that is more fulfilling. Something that I can continue to build and watch it grow. Where I would be the one being in charge and not having any doubt of the fear creeping in. I could use this space in whatever way I want, but it will always have to feel filled. That is something that I have had to learn as well. We can only take so much, but I notice that I am always on full. There is no way I have found to remove this. The amount of positive encouragement that has come in has helped move things. It makes you have a better appreciation of things. When that dreadful thing comes along and wants you to go play with it, we must refuse. I mean if you want to end up not the same after going do it, but that is a no right now for me. What seems better: watching yourself crash out and lose all faith when things turn south or realizing things are not going as planned but this will not determine who I am as a person. There are separate ways you can choose to manage these situations and that what is what you are responsible for. Your actions the things you can run up against can be on you. It does not necessarily mean that, but you could be making things harder than they need to be. That is one thing I liked to do and will try not to do again. If we are getting nowhere with something it might be time to try something else to fix it. When you can determine the point of trying something again or knowing that you must change your approach you can feel proud. You did accomplish something and you will always accomplish things. You might not be proud of or things it matters but you will always be accomplishing or working on something. Sometimes the more you fight things the more you lose. Sometimes it is time to sit this one out and that is what you will be learning this round. We do not know where life will take us and that is part of the excitement. You could be doing something one week and bam you are trying something new and challenging yourself the next minute. Remember we are trying to lose the space from the negative stuff that will happen and we are moving into a healthier space. Think of it like someone who smoked cigarettes is now trying to clear their lungs out.
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