Are You Going to Make This Weird?

The party on the beach is looking beautiful. I can see all the sparkling eyes, the beautiful water, the night sky. It feels like a breath of fresh air and I am wanting more. For some people there is no hope and in others they can feel like there are more good days out there. The wonderful thing about it is you can choose the way you see things. Just be careful because becoming a demon to me is stressful work and can be painful. You do not need to be evil to succeed. You can be evil to succeed but I do not believe you need it. You can choose to be who you are and what you represent and that is enough for me. I value and can see your contributions and hard work. I can see the pain in your eyes, but we replace that with curious and excitement. When we talk about things feeling intense let us make these the positive, good things and not the things that give us anxiety. Just calm yourself down and take a big glass of self-esteem because you will need it to make it through this gauntlet. Living life some days feels like being on the show American Gladiators. I can already picture the feeling of feeling hit with things to try to knock yourself down. The only difference is more than one person can be winning at any time or even feel winning. Again, feeling these positive things are free and we have all the power to bring it to ourselves. We must not act wounded and in need of help. We are powerful beings looking for the next challenge to move past while enjoying our time here. You can feel soured all you want and I get it, but we can not let it consume us. Then that is all we end up left with and would you say you are the one in power at that point? I would not. You can try to bring your box and make everything feel familiar, but that is not the world. There are things that bring us all together and things that can divide us all apart. There is never just one thing that will be the definition of people. Inventing new things takes courage because you can be representing yourself and if it fails there will always be a story to tell. If you succeed you can have something last multiple lifetimes and grow the way you dreamed. It is worth the risk of trying because if you succeed it replaces all failures. The only thing you need to limit is how you think you will look or imagining the worst case will happen each time. Understanding what the worst thing is and believing it are two separate things. There could be others that pull the strange card, but then we just do what we were going to do. Never worry because in five minutes I will be thinking about something else. Be weird and see what comes to your side of the world.