The journey is the exciting part and the part you want to remember. You always have some desire in mind or some new flavor that catches your attention. It is about each experience that builds up to the finale where you find out what happens. It could be why we enjoy TV because in life we do not know the answer, so finding out can be thrilling. If you want to push people out of the way you are free to do it. You just need to always remember is it worth doing for you or do you even notice it happening? The battle is raging and I do not care if I win or lose. I just want to be out of the game and in front of a fire. Soothing thoughts to sweep away everything. Something that will help build on the next thing. Feeling exhausted is fine, but enjoying things is even better. Give what you want the time it deserves and let it see how it ends up treating you. You are as good as the next person, but you just do not know what you are good at it. You might not care or think it is worth the effort. The instant gratification can be everything that you want, so anything that does not meet that criteria immediately must end up eliminated. Yes, even though I am not going through these things I can pick up the subtle messages you are sending out. I will always see SOS signals, so you feel taken care of. The playing field is not fair, but what does that matter. You have overcome obstacles before, can’t you do it again? You have the power of a running back and yet sometimes you treat it like it is a baby. You can move mountains, but did you ever try before. Things are not difficult when you have a clear idea of what you want. Do not worry because if you want, I can tell you that what you are doing is pointless and you will never be on top of it. I can break you down into pieces and see if you can put yourself back together. I can hold out information, until I become your only lifeline. I can make sure you succeed and are in a place to move forward. If you do not believe me, that is when I am at my best. That is when the favorite becomes eliminated. That is when the shocked faces come out. Why are you shocked for something I felt ready for? What makes you think you cannot reach the highest level possible? What is the highest level possible for you? Life is not fair, but you still have the tools like anyone else to make a difference. Whatever you choose just to remember the choice is on you. Nobody stopped you from any destiny you had. Your dreams never felt crushed by somebody else. Turn the other cheek or you could be watching yourself burn down inside.
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